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There’s no laughter anymore.
Not in this house. Not in 4 years.
Faded squares line the walls and there are no dirty soccer shoes by the back door.
Instead they’re in a box in the shed though she gave the bike and [most of] his clothes to the city mission.
His picture sits alone atop the piano he whined about playing.
His room is now the craft room though on the east wall hangs a shelf.
Momma calls it her memory shelf but whenever I dare to look that way I swear it’s a shrine.
He would have been 17 this year but tragedy keeps him forever 13.
She clutches the tattered blanket he hadn’t used in years and weeps when Kenny Chesney comes on the radio.
I moved out 14 months ago.
I miss him too, Momma, but I can’t do this anymore.
I can’t live here.
I can’t be here anymore.
Especially when I can still feel him in the halls because you won't let him go.
Not in this house. Not in 4 years.
Faded squares line the walls and there are no dirty soccer shoes by the back door.
Instead they’re in a box in the shed though she gave the bike and [most of] his clothes to the city mission.
His picture sits alone atop the piano he whined about playing.
His room is now the craft room though on the east wall hangs a shelf.
Momma calls it her memory shelf but whenever I dare to look that way I swear it’s a shrine.
He would have been 17 this year but tragedy keeps him forever 13.
She clutches the tattered blanket he hadn’t used in years and weeps when Kenny Chesney comes on the radio.
I moved out 14 months ago.
I miss him too, Momma, but I can’t do this anymore.
I can’t live here.
I can’t be here anymore.
Especially when I can still feel him in the halls because you won't let him go.
Literature
The Only Moment We Were Alone
I dreamt of you last night. And I find it odd since it's been nearly a year since you were here. Sometimes when I close my eyes I find that you being 365 days away isn't so hard to stomach.
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But that doesn't mean I don't miss the butterflies that used to make their nest there
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You were there in my dream. We were driving in an endless circle at the speed of sound while the world rushed together in an array of kaleidoscope colors. Our fingers laced together, lips touching. I really felt you last night.
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I swear I wasn't kissing a memories ghost at dawn this morning
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So after I had collected the pieces scattered on my bedroom floor I
Literature
In A Moment
In a moment,
It all becomes clear
Everything that we've wanted,
Everything we hold dear,
Is lost on the roads,
That we travel down
Losing sanity,
And in the silence drown
In a moment we pray,
For all this to go away,
But we don't know how to say,
What's in our hearts
In our minds we surely dream,
But our minds they do deceive,
And for the lost I grieve
In a moment,
It is all washed away,
A storm swept sea tosses me,
Further and further everyday,
And still I strain my eyes so I can see
In a moment I cry,
Please God let no more die,
Life escapes us with a sigh
In a moment I pray,
Take this pain away,
From everyone
It'
Literature
Don't Go Away
Don't Go Away
You snuck up on me quietly,
And I suddenly found,
That I could no longer breathe
My heart is pounding away,
And the only thing I can think,
Is I hope that you will stay
Every time I see your face!
It's another memory,
That will never be erased!
There's this feeling,
Running down my spine!
And I thank God...
That you are mine...
Please tell me you'll stay...
Don't ever go away...
Away from me...
I feel desire growing within,
And the only thing I want,
Is skin on skin
Your hand reaches out to me,
Your touch softer than,
I would have ever dared to dream
Every time I see your face!
It's another memory,
That
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It's not autobiographical. Except in the ways it is.
the theme this week is "Stuck in a Moment."
I give #RawEm0tion permission to do that thing they do.
Note: 2009.11.26 I added the last line.
2011.02.06 this was requested to #Short-Little-Moments Thank you.
the theme this week is "Stuck in a Moment."
I give #RawEm0tion permission to do that thing they do.
Note: 2009.11.26 I added the last line.
2011.02.06 this was requested to #Short-Little-Moments Thank you.
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Poignant - very well captured emotion. The desperation and depression, with the need to be away and move on. Well done.
I'm sorry that it is even in a part autobiographical.